Also I’m quite proud of myself that I haven’t tried to contact my best friend in a week. I haven’t seen him and he hasn’t said a word to me in two weeks. So last week I sent him one last email, because I’m blocked everywhere else, and stopped bothering him. I miss him, he is my family. And it hurts everyday but this is what he wants. 

I have an job interview tomorrow, and it’s for a nanny position. If I get this job, I will be so happy. I would rather be working with children, which is what I want after I go to college. Rather than being a server or cashier again. So fingers crossed I get this and I can start figuring out my life. 

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It all comes down to the last person you think of at night. That’s where your heart is. - unknown
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